Month: March 2024

  • When was it good

    So I haven’t blogged in several days. Life has been crazy busy. However, today I’ll talk a little bit about the current sitiuation. I have Mr. D blocked on all social media, his phone number is blocked and his emails go to my spam folder. Since I’m not responding to him, he messaged my mom…

  • Forgiven

    Let’s move on. After returning from taking the grandkids home I went to my room and closed the door. I was in shock. I didn’t understand how this could be happening. It was pretty overwhelming. I knew he was high, but I didn’t know exactly what kind of high. I just knew this was not…

  • Devastated

    Meat and Potatoes coming up as promised! Mr. D had been living with me and the triplets for about three months. I was very happy and very much in love. My fairytale I had always dreamed of had started to come true. He was working and contributed to the household. He was very considerate. He…

  • The Yellow Brick Road

    Now that I had picked up Mr. D from Kentucky, I was finally going to get some rest while he drove us back to Kansas. I was so tired, and so ready for a break. Mr. D asked me to drive for a bit longer because supposedly the fumes from the bus had caused him…

  • Catfished

    Let’s pick up where we left off on my last post. If I were to write about how he has me in my feelers today, you would never find out how he ended up in Kansas and what got us to this point. We might as well get the somewhat boring stuff out of the…

  • Fairytales and Red Flags

    As promised, I said I’d share the good, the bad, and the ugly. Let’s start with some good. I mentioned, I had been single for 10 years. The reason for that is because I had already had three failed marriages and I had zero intentions of there ever being a fourth. During these ten years…

  • Where to start…

    So almost two weeks ago, I went to the courthouse and filed the paperwork to start divorce proceedings. I was a little surprised that Mr. D didn’t totally lose his shit after being served. I did have to block him on all social media accounts, phones and emails within a week though. Yes, he eventually started…

  • It’s been awhile

    There is so much to catch up on but I have been screaming inside. Yes screaming inside my head because I could not figure out this platform. I was about to give up. For now it is somewhat functional, at least most of it. Now I will finally be able to post in the evenings…